the dark room
the light trying to force its way through the blinds
the silent war.
the paralysed soul
held inactive by decisions from the past,
the heart a jail cell for a good soul.
the fear of a man
the power of fear infiltrating motivation
the motivation now transformed
the transformed actions that result
result in catastrophe
catastrophe of the mind or catastrophe of the hand
the hand and the mind being directly connected not always
but always in sync
in sync but behind the scenes, behind the curtains
the curtains being the temporal lobe of the brain
the brain will sit you down and explain
explain the circumstances surrounding these events
these events that left a 17 year old without a heart beating
beaten till his face was unrecognizable in an alley.
Actually, the bloody money in his limp grip tells a clue
a clue back to that motivation
that motivation of fear
fear and survival
surviving, and supporting his husbandless mother
a mother that doesn't KNOW her son
KNEW her son superficially
officially, she is not to blame
the blame lies in the father because it takes two to raise the son best
the best sun
will rise today over the world
the world that was rained on last night
last night the rain came down
down also went his heart beat to nothing
nobody will really ever know his story
the story that will be known will not explain what he can no longer provide
provision of reasons and MOTIVATIONS
what motivated his heart to deal
deal with the steel tryin to earn a meal.
this is the tragedy of the human heart
A woman so heartless?
i say a woman so heartful.
too much of the heart and its murderous ways
plays you too close the the edge
it plays YOU, it gains control
takes the reins
starts to Reign
to rain down its agenda.
Beware the heart.
The heart is a beautiful monster.
Control IT.
Then,
you can be great.
IT Controlling you.
Then,
you can be destroyed.
Gen 6:5
-peace
Dweazy
